It is not fear I smell its future

I start sweating and feeling crummy, I close my eyes and breath in and I can smell the sweet aroma

The smell of fresh cotton

The feel of the sun beaming down on my face

The sound of the waves crashing into the rocks

Then I open my eyes and see that I am on my own

new start to my life

It is not fear I smell it future

I close my eyes again

and imagine my future

That it could be or shouldn't be

Am I going to be so one wife all dressed it white that what fears me but it something I want one day with the right person

a there a right person

Will I get my happy ever after

It is not fear I smell its future