It’s gotten to the point where

I question if I’m even worth it,

Because I guess I’m not worth her care,

Am I just as worthwhile as dog shit?

She calls me sadistic and evil,

Is she ashamed she gave birth to me?

Probably, ‘cause what an upheaval

Just to end up with an evil evil evil little sadist like me!

I try to do my best, I try to be perfect,

It’s so frustrating and confusing, it’s impossible,

But she always finds a way to make it my fault ‘cause I’m the number one suspect.

Why is being safe so impossible?

She always finds some way to shift the blame-

I was asking for it, I was asking for it!

I was bullied, beaten, assaulted, attacked, and because of that it’s me you shame?

I’m sorry that I’m not worth it.

I’m sorry, mother,

I’m sorry I’ve been evil since the first day of second grade,

But I promise I don’t take enjoyment in hurting another,

I promise I will stay afraid.