your gum wrapper hearts

the necklace you gave me

all of this i still have

except for you

i gaze upon these items

and i hate myself for loving them so

for i don't love you

but i miss you

one thing i learned

if i can say i learned anything at all

is that it is okay to miss someone

and not want them back in your life

that is how you are to me

i miss having you

and i miss you having me

but i don't want to see you

i dont want you in my life

even if i have to see you every day

even if i know you're staring at him

i don't care