Maybe it’s my crooked nose

Or how I have one eye smaller than the other

Maybe it’s my smile

Or how my bottom teeth overlap one another

I try to reason

But I think I missed on

I bet you don’t notice but just what if?

I thought about maybe 1 time too much

Can’t wrap my head around why am I making a fuss

Maybe it’s my walk

Maybe it’s my nature

Maybe it’s how I speak

But I still thank the maker

I don’t think you’ll ever look at me with awe in your eyes just gleaming

But I still can see you in my head

I’m just dreaming

So many possibilities only if I was…

If I was your definition of pretty

Or if I was lovable

Oh that would be too petty

You always said you loved me

No strings attached

I want you to look at me

See me for who I am

Because when the world unfolds I was waiting for my fantasy

But after all I was unlovable

Maybe not to everyone

But I was not able to be loved by you.