In a world were no sound could be heard she makes my heart beat until I turned crazy. dudum dudum dudum dudum …dudum. If it’s impossible for us to listen to sounds and melodies she would be the reason I feel the melodies rushing the my body when my heart beats for her. It’s like my body sways from side to side to the beat of my heart. I can feel the rhythm and harmony spread throughout the room whenever she smiles as the atoms of oxygen and carbon dioxide swirl and dance around celebrating her presence. She is life to the dead, somehow I feel alive only when she’s around and when she’s far I find myself longing for her making me feel as if death has chosen to come upon me. Desperately looking at her from a far enjoying her existence comfortably in the midst of chaos. Only she makes me thrive in quietness no words needed to be uttered.
Maybe it’s my crooked nose Or how I have one eye smaller than the other Maybe it’s my smile Or how my bottom teeth overlap one another I try to reason But I think I missed on I bet you don’t notice but just what if? I thought about maybe 1 time too much Can’t wrap my head around why am I making a fuss Maybe it’s my walk Maybe it’s my nature Maybe it’s how I speak But I still thank the maker I don’t think you’ll ever look at me with awe in your eyes just gleaming But I still can see you in my head I’m just dreaming So many possibilities only if I was… If I was your definition of pretty Or if I was lovable Oh that would be too petty You always said you loved me No strings attached I want you to look at me See me for who I am Because when the world unfolds I was waiting for my fantasy But after all I was unlovable Maybe not to everyone But I was not able to be loved by you.
They say you cannot escape death as it comes to you. I did believe that until today.
I ran late to my job interview, it was a rainy day and everyone was at home, the streets were empty, and I didn’t know where I was. It was all blue, sad, depressing. It was the coldest I have ever felt. No living soul passing by and not a sound was made, I could really listen to my heartbeats. I figured I was lost since I’ve never seen this part of town. “Anyone awake?” I called out but there was no answer. I tiptoed to a near by trance it was darker than the rest of the street and I could hear the sound of trash bags rattling as if someone was searching for something or someone. “Hi?” I could see the condensation of my breathing as I stood still trying not to startle IT. Suddenly a creature holding an axe appeared, there was no face but what looked like an ancient skeleton of some sort. It was wearing worn out patchy hooded gown. I stood still. Don’t move don’t move don’t move…it moved. I ran. I kept running until I couldn’t breathe but it was still chasing me. I ran calling for someone to come help. No one answered. I then fell. I grunt in pain to finally see I’ve reached what looked like a busy street where there was actual people who where talking and working, everyone was alive. I look around and this group of people were looking at me weird. “Are you okay dear?” An old lady makes her way towards me. “I just escaped my death” I sounded crazy, I didn’t even realise how much I was crying but it didn’t matter. I was still alive.