Why Lord do I spiral,

I lose control

Losing everything rational

Like fire being fed petrol

I go up and up till I’m unbearable

And go down and down

Losing everything rational

Impaling myself on my crown

I’m tired of being so flammable.

I’m tired of my mind

Losing everything rational

I feel emotional behind

Completely impractical

My cards dealt backwards

Losing everything rational

I fold my hand, trying to move forwards

Will this tortue ever end, when will I see value?

My day will come when

Losing everything rational

Is just a memory