Is my fate to love you?

Is my fate to know you?

Is my fate to only befriend you?

The buzzing won’t stop

I can’t fucking sleep

What is this curse

The thoughts keep bubbling up

It’s making my one brain cell

For the night

Burn

Explode

Deconstruct

I don’t know!!!

MAKE IT FUCKING STOP

please

That’s all I ask

It’s like a game of cat and mouse

But the roles reverse so often

I don’t know

What’s happening right now

I want you to respond to me

But you don’t

I know why

Because you’re..

I don’t know why actually

But if you’re really there..

Please, please..

Please..just like this piece

That will leave me

SOME

Reassurance

🖤

“I’d take you to war buddy..

But I wouldn’t trust you with a penny.”