Monotony
Curtains closed, lights off
Darkness reigns supreme
Slithering, silent and deadly
Depression creeps into the heart
Lonely woman paralyzed
Eyes ache, screen lights hurt
Gaze empty, head lolled back
Drained, hopeless
Life in monotony
Months circling, world evading
Brief moments of feeling
Dragged out by family
Caustic remarks
Hope leeched
Life in monotony
A trip, a moment, a vision
Excitement, passion
A world in color
“What if?”
Life in monotony
Clutter, darkness, depression
A jolt, a memory
“What if?”
Weeks passed, decision made
A sliver of hope
Challenges, anger,
Anxiety gripping her soul
Life in monotony
“What if?”
Pounding ideas
Simultaneously ripping and healing her
Outside forces like tornadoes
Distructive and fierce
Life in monotony
A chance, a risk
A “what if?”
Choices made
Surviving the chaos
For the vision
Two months left
Vision to reality
“What if?”
It was all becoming real.