Impenetrable
People piss me off.
I’ve made excuses for other people for so long.
I’m done with that.
I’m done with hating myself for the way that I feel.
I am entitled to hate whoever I want to.
Especially when it’s fucking justified.
I am done.
I am done with guilting myself,
With gaslighting myself,
With lying to myself.
I am done protecting her.
She doesn’t need a shield.
She uses people as them anyways.
Let her be out in the open
For when the fire comes raining down.
Nothing I think,
Nothing you say,
Could change the fact that she’s a horrible person.
That she did horrible things to me.
You can’t take that away from me.
You can’t take my mind.
You can’t take my mind.
For once in my life,
My mind is fucking mine.
And no one
Is getting in there.