I lay feeling unsatisfied, my needs unmet, and feeling empty. I’m not sure why I keep going back. I tried to make him fill a void but with time I have realized his puzzle piece does not fit. He does not satisfy my hunger. He doesn’t add vibration but feeds from my high. He dims my light unintentionally and unknowingly. I fight the truth daily. I fight the knowing feeling that I have to leave. I have to fall in love with myself again all alone. I blame him for my emptiness but it was there all along. In order to grow, to feel and to be myself again I have to detach.