I Destroyed Myself From Him
In sacrificing all I had to give
I thought to make him my whole word
Year my efforts only made it clear
He was looking for another girl.
I hope to be the chosen one
His greatest desire above all things
But he left me for a chance
Leaving my heart pulled,with sorrow he brings.
My family grew anxious for my well being,
For me was my sanctuary,the ease to my pain
Until the moment he chose to leave
And ignite a depth of hurt and disdain.
I question what he saw in hear
Was she truly worth risking it all?
To me she appears to use him
A fact which he remains blind to and doesn’t see at all.
And if he ever sought to come back to me
I will never let it be
For he shattered my heart into a million shards
A wound that refuses to heal or cease.
May he never forget the price he paid
For tearing me apart without a second glance
For I obliterated all that I used to be,
All for the sake of a hollow romance
I waited for the day
Uh until,finally the chills stopped.
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