Life blocks your mind And traps your reality Sometimes I wish I could be a kid again This life saddens me. Cold hearted,but once was an innocent child Lord, I wasn’t fully aware of Satan wiles. I’m trapped and can’t escape- What my mind tells me I can’t do. I prefer to stay instead of try- When I bud,they stomp out my roots The innocence of a child,is something I’ll have no more Lay I hear lifeless the dead rose that everyone ignores. Didn’t think an attack could capture me into the bonds of depression And chain me with the appearance of a smile Deep within me,my roots stay,- Though the hate of the world piles And foolish decisions I’ve made Regrets I live within- is the confines of not strengthening my mind and my decisions.
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In sacrificing all I had to give I thought to make him my whole word Year my efforts only made it clear He was looking for another girl.
I hope to be the chosen one His greatest desire above all things But he left me for a chance Leaving my heart pulled,with sorrow he brings.
My family grew anxious for my well being, For me was my sanctuary,the ease to my pain Until the moment he chose to leave And ignite a depth of hurt and disdain.
I question what he saw in hear Was she truly worth risking it all? To me she appears to use him A fact which he remains blind to and doesn’t see at all.
And if he ever sought to come back to me I will never let it be For he shattered my heart into a million shards A wound that refuses to heal or cease.
May he never forget the price he paid For tearing me apart without a second glance For I obliterated all that I used to be, All for the sake of a hollow romance
I waited for the day Uh until,finally the chills stopped.
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I leave my windows open to feel the gentle breeze
But sometimes the fear of death and doom creep in with ease
My heart beats fast then slow
The certainty that death will come.
But when? Is unknown
Who can save me from this looming gloom?
I call out for a savior to dispel the impending doom.
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My roots I hold within me Adorned by my melanin Pure organic beauty Many are fixated upon my excellence
Golden gleam in the sun As my brown skin glows I am the essence of beauty That society doesn’t disclose.
Everything remarkable is made by the hands of brown skin,molded into what is known as as perfection.
To all my beautiful black brothers and sisters. -♾️
Life without you isn’t existence I’ll wait for in the next life Can’t wait for the next time I miss what I lost I miss at what cost Can’t see without you near Can’t think of future events without you there Things like this don’t make sense I’ll reminisce with regrets I’ll never get why you left. ♾️
