In the palm of your hands

Sit the matter of destruction

Or the eternal sovereignty of another’s

In your lips throw the bricks or build the towers newly recovered.

Lies within my soul,the hidden gold

What good will I be?

If I destroy myself through lack of my belief....

Misread any situation-

Or lie all about how I feel

You’ve caused me so much pain,

Yet the love I feel for you blinds me of it.

Desguise-

I’ll find away to believe

Hide how I feel for your ease

Wish I was comfortable being me.

♾️...

Life blocks your mind

And traps your reality

Sometimes I wish I could be a kid again

This life saddens me.

Cold hearted,but once was an innocent child

Lord,

I wasn’t fully aware of Satan wiles.

I’m trapped and can’t escape-

What my mind tells me I can’t do.

I prefer to stay instead of try-

When I bud,they stomp out my roots

The innocence of a child,is something I’ll have no more

Lay I hear lifele...

When I stumble,I rise again

When steps cloud my sight

And despair hangs heavy in my heart

When Death’s shadow brushes past me

When comprehension dawns slowly, but surely

When it’s all becoming real.

♾️...

In sacrificing all I had to give

I thought to make him my whole word

Year my efforts only made it clear

He was looking for another girl.

I hope to be the chosen one

His greatest desire above all things

But he left me for a chance

Leaving my heart pulled,with sorrow he brings.

My family grew anxious for my well being,

For me was my sanctuary,the ease to my pain

Until the moment he chose to leave ...

I leave my windows open to feel the gentle breeze

But sometimes the fear of death and doom creep in with ease

My heart beats fast then slow

The certainty that death will come.

But when? Is unknown

Who can save me from this looming gloom?

I call out for a savior to dispel the impending doom.

-♾️...

My roots I hold within me

Adorned by my melanin

Pure organic beauty

Many are fixated upon my excellence

Golden gleam in the sun

As my brown skin glows

I am the essence of beauty

That society doesn’t disclose.

Everything remarkable is made by the hands of brown skin,molded into what is known as as perfection.

To all my beautiful black brothers and sisters.

-♾️...

The truth,I cannot keep conformed

It’s time to set myself free and unwind

So,let my confession be my release

And let mh soul finally find its peace.

♾️...

Life without you isn’t existence

I’ll wait for in the next life

Can’t wait for the next time

I miss what I lost

I miss at what cost

Can’t see without you near

Can’t think of future events without you there

Things like this don’t make sense

I’ll reminisce with regrets

I’ll never get why you left.

♾️...