January: The first kiss, your lips on mine,

Felt safe, admired, everything divine.

February: Your mom fading, the hospital light,

Her smile lost, slipping out of sight.

March: I noticed changes; your gaze turned away,

No sparkle, no warmth, just shadows at play.

April: I lost her too, the pain I would shout,

Missing her laughter, the joy she brought out.

May: I long for that sparkle, your laughter so bright,

To hold me like I’m the only one in your sight.

June: A hug that day, a moment so rare,

Foolishly thinking I’d find safety there.

July: Nothing's the same; no change in your heart,

Words fall like whispers, tearing us apart.

August: I lost myself, but I can’t let go,

All I wanted was you, but I’m starting to show.

September: A new school year; the distance is cold,

Missing each inch, the warmth we once told.

October: Another embrace; the world fades away,

Lost in your touch, wishing you’d stay.

November: This isn’t fair, the pain that I bear,

I don’t want someone better; I just wish you were there.

December: Haunted by memories, my room feels so tight,

Can’t face the mirror; I cry through the night.

All I gave was love; didn’t deserve this despair,

Yet here I am, lost in the air.