I am broken

Not by you

Not by anyone

I love you

I reach for you

I think about you daily

When I knew you felt the same I was overjoyed

We both were

We talked

And talked

And talked

The more we did

The less love I felt for you

I longed for what we had before

Not what we have now

It has always been this way

I have always been this way

The thing is

You didn’t do a single this wrong

My brain is wrong

You have always been kind

Always said the right things

To make me smile

There wasn’t a single thing you said that

Made me second guess myself

I love you

I loved you

It has always been Iike this

I have always been like this

Everytime you give me a compliment or say something nice

It feels like my heart moves five feet away

Until eventually

It can’t reach for you anymore

I loved you

You didn’t do a single thing wrong

I have to lie

“Bye, love you”

I’m in too deep

When I’m ready to say I’m tired of this

What do I say?

What can I say?

“I just lost feelings”

That is all I’ve ever told anyone

It hurts each time

I still love each and everyone of them

I’m tired