I wonder what it feels like to relax

I wonder what it feels like to be content

I wonder how life could be

Without the constant worry

The constant overthinking

The unnecessary stress I bring upon myself

My mind is always active

Actively worrying

My body is tense

Tensely apprehensive

I worry until I make myself sick

I worry until I make everyone around me sick

But for just one day

Even for just one moment

I wonder what it feels like to relax