I was a psycho.

Selfish,crazy,and cruel.

I should’ve known better.

Why did I let this happen?

He thought he could change me.

Teach me right and wrong.

He loved me,and though I tried to hide it,in the end,I did too.

He saw me as a normal human who could change her ways.

Nobody else did,only he.

Growing up on the streets,been there since I was young.

Alone,and I let myself turn twisted.

Children ran and parents glared.

I never let myself cry,I only allowed rage.

I remembered the day he came,first conversation in my life where someone didn’t end up running.

And I remember the day he left,first time I realized all he did for me.

I’m so sorry.

I’m sorry that it took so long for me to realize what a terrible person I was.

I’m sorry that it took so long for me to realize how great you were.

I’m sorry!I promise to change!

He sacrificed his life to save mine…after all I did.

I stood at the bridge,looking down at the endless sea below.

I was a murderer,letting you die for me.

It should’ve been me.

I jumped.