Rot

Finding happiness in loneliness

Is all I want

But this is paralisis

With no time to let go

Wait for me to change

Wait for me to change

I’m begging you

I can get better

There’s still hope left in me

I will fight

No matter how hard

To beat this aching longing

I’ve been feeling

Only the world will see

If I’m alive or in a dream state

But here I wake

Dreaming again

Things will get better

But it starts with what I could never give

I just want to give a fuck

Leaving me to rot

Leave me here under the tree to rot