Your eyes
Becoming me
All that I see
Drowning beneath
The waves
Of green
All that I am
Has it been found again
Sit down
To take the load off
Pressure
Pushing
From every side
Now we slide in and out
Of feelings
Stay still
Let go
Send me a message
So I can be sure
Of where we stand
Because without you
I will turn this whole world to sand
You’re like a spring
In the middle of the desert
Y...
Her hazel eyes pierce the skin
“Is there anything left from the man that’s within?”
Her voice calms me
The somber wandering of her melancholy mind
It eases me to put my head back on the pillow
There’s no world for tomorrow
If you can’t remember the past today
I exclaim in excitement
She pushes back
Her soft skin brushes up against mine
Goosebumps form on my arm
I can’t get past this dopamine fas...
Far above
The earth below
The leaves will blossom
And Some will grow
They let me live
For that I know
What it is
To be alone
Down below the roots run deep
In my skin
Your soul I’ll keep
Here and now
It’s where I’ll be
But a world without you
Is a world without me
I’ll learn to cope
To branch out and grow
But one things for certain
But that I’ll know
What’s done is done
Can’t take it back
I jus...
Sitting in silence
Hoping for violence
I can’t seem to get enough
It’s in my bones
But it’s breaking up
In my system
I want to be okay in the silence
But it can’t stop screaming at me
The world around won’t stop assaulting me
Tune it out
Quiet the noise
I can’t seem to stop
This unhealthy joy
And break this habit
I’m mad like rabbits
What can I
Try to do
It’s not enough
Without you
Bring the ...
Working to make a living
Leaving you in the past
Every time I leave this town
It’s like a breath of fresh air
The only downside is you
Living a movie
Where you aren’t a part of the highlight reel
Live vicariously theough me
May not be enough
I wish it want like this
I wish I could do better
I wish you could see the things I’ve seen
Experience the world as me
I wish I could see the world through ...
Star patterns taking the sky
Floating around above us
Everyone is different
Even the ones we hate
All cut from the same cloth
With different artists
One with hearts
Geometric shapes
Stripes
Dots
All the same
But vastly different
Love is like a wing
Of a butterfly
Everyone loves different
Like me
Not one is the same
Loving multiple people
Loving what you need to to survive
Love exaggerated
Love h...
It started out with a little bit of hatred
But I can’t seem to look away
A little bit of animosity
But I can’t seem to get away
The color fades
With each mistake
I lost my grip
But no one knows
I lost control
It’s how it always goes
The color fades
With each mistake
I lost my grip
But no one knows
I lost control
In the monochrome
Left it with a
One kiss
Two kiss
Fuck you fist
Seeing the wor...
Finding happiness in loneliness
Is all I want
But this is paralisis
With no time to let go
Wait for me to change
Wait for me to change
I’m begging you
I can get better
There’s still hope left in me
I will fight
No matter how hard
To beat this aching longing
I’ve been feeling
Only the world will see
If I’m alive or in a dream state
But here I wake
Dreaming again
Things will get better
But it s...
The emptiness inside
I am my mothers son
Clinging to the only thing I’ve ever known
The quiet comfort
And callous wonder
Of the life I have yet to explore
Without risk
Without riot
I sit in flat out silence
The crippling anxiety of asking my friends to hang out
The awkwardness I feel is so surreal
All I’m left with is loneliness
I cling to what I know
But there’s nothing to show for what I know
...