Sitting in silence
Hoping for violence
I can’t seem to get enough
It’s in my bones
But it’s breaking up
In my system
I want to be okay in the silence
But it can’t stop screaming at me
The world around won’t stop assaulting me
Tune it out
Quiet the noise
I can’t seem to stop
This unhealthy joy
And break this habit
I’m mad like rabbits
What can I
Try to do
It’s not enough
Without you
Bring the ...
Working to make a living
Leaving you in the past
Every time I leave this town
It’s like a breath of fresh air
The only downside is you
Living a movie
Where you aren’t a part of the highlight reel
Live vicariously theough me
May not be enough
I wish it want like this
I wish I could do better
I wish you could see the things I’ve seen
Experience the world as me
I wish I could see the world through ...
Star patterns taking the sky
Floating around above us
Everyone is different
Even the ones we hate
All cut from the same cloth
With different artists
One with hearts
Geometric shapes
Stripes
Dots
All the same
But vastly different
Love is like a wing
Of a butterfly
Everyone loves different
Like me
Not one is the same
Loving multiple people
Loving what you need to to survive
Love exaggerated
Love h...
It started out with a little bit of hatred
But I can’t seem to look away
A little bit of animosity
But I can’t seem to get away
The color fades
With each mistake
I lost my grip
But no one knows
I lost control
It’s how it always goes
The color fades
With each mistake
I lost my grip
But no one knows
I lost control
In the monochrome
Left it with a
One kiss
Two kiss
Fuck you fist
Seeing the wor...
Finding happiness in loneliness
Is all I want
But this is paralisis
With no time to let go
Wait for me to change
Wait for me to change
I’m begging you
I can get better
There’s still hope left in me
I will fight
No matter how hard
To beat this aching longing
I’ve been feeling
Only the world will see
If I’m alive or in a dream state
But here I wake
Dreaming again
Things will get better
But it s...
The emptiness inside
I am my mothers son
Clinging to the only thing I’ve ever known
The quiet comfort
And callous wonder
Of the life I have yet to explore
Without risk
Without riot
I sit in flat out silence
The crippling anxiety of asking my friends to hang out
The awkwardness I feel is so surreal
All I’m left with is loneliness
I cling to what I know
But there’s nothing to show for what I know
...
I thought I heard you laughing
I thought I heard you scream
That is then
This is now
I would never agree
Waited by the hanging tree
To see if you would show
I can’t be left to suffer
Or let you sink that low
Lay me out to dry
Leave me in the lie
I can’t hear you screaming
But I can see you die
What more I can handle
Is what it wouldn’t cost
To leave me out and bleed me dry
In the lions den
Wak...
I see a crack in the earth
I could peer through
To see you for what you really are
Hate, love, conservation
Eating us through your unfounded legislation
The hole in the system grows
It is eaten every day more and more
The elites above us
Gods below us
Cant fathom what this has become
The sounds of mothers cry
While their children are sacraficed
To the megolomaniacs in the strongholds
Nuke it all...
You are worth more than your worth
Ill kill anyone for you
Say the word
Dont let a man take you down
You are worthy of love
You are worthy of happiness
Dont settle for abuse
Please
You deserve happiness
Even if you see it enough
Scrolling to pass the time
Getting attention is the wrong places
I wish i could fix yoy
But in so far away
I cant reach you
I cant hear uou
But i can feel you
What are yo...