Finding happiness in loneliness
Is all I want
But this is paralisis
With no time to let go
Wait for me to change
Wait for me to change
I’m begging you
I can get better
There’s still hope left in me
I will fight
No matter how hard
To beat this aching longing
I’ve been feeling
Only the world will see
If I’m alive or in a dream state
But here I wake
Dreaming again
Things will get better
But it s...
The emptiness inside
I am my mothers son
Clinging to the only thing I’ve ever known
The quiet comfort
And callous wonder
Of the life I have yet to explore
Without risk
Without riot
I sit in flat out silence
The crippling anxiety of asking my friends to hang out
The awkwardness I feel is so surreal
All I’m left with is loneliness
I cling to what I know
But there’s nothing to show for what I know
...
I thought I heard you laughing
I thought I heard you scream
That is then
This is now
I would never agree
Waited by the hanging tree
To see if you would show
I can’t be left to suffer
Or let you sink that low
Lay me out to dry
Leave me in the lie
I can’t hear you screaming
But I can see you die
What more I can handle
Is what it wouldn’t cost
To leave me out and bleed me dry
In the lions den
Wak...
I see a crack in the earth
I could peer through
To see you for what you really are
Hate, love, conservation
Eating us through your unfounded legislation
The hole in the system grows
It is eaten every day more and more
The elites above us
Gods below us
Cant fathom what this has become
The sounds of mothers cry
While their children are sacraficed
To the megolomaniacs in the strongholds
Nuke it all...
You are worth more than your worth
Ill kill anyone for you
Say the word
Dont let a man take you down
You are worthy of love
You are worthy of happiness
Dont settle for abuse
Please
You deserve happiness
Even if you see it enough
Scrolling to pass the time
Getting attention is the wrong places
I wish i could fix yoy
But in so far away
I cant reach you
I cant hear uou
But i can feel you
What are yo...
The road gets torn up
To the rubble its made of
Then gets rebuilt
But it will always break
A road to your heart
Will always break
Sift through the rubble
For a claim to stake
But i cant leave
For heavens sake
Lay me down
On a bed of thorns
Leave me dry
Im out of time
The roads of rubble
Built the mountain to your heart
I scale the summit
Turn icarus to dust
These broken wings wont learn to f...
We live in a land where the footprints of ghosts linger
Out comes the gun
Let your mind pull the trigger
The echoing of this hallway become the ringing in my ears
Find myself alone
What else will i hear
Turn around and walk in different directions
Its like you never even knew my name
But the scent still lingers
The taste is still on my fingers
The footprints of the dead will come for you
And fill...
In the beginning
Is the word of god
Butbhow are you
Is Nothign but a fake ficade
The letters ive wrote
To yoh my love
Could ever ammount to anythjng
That comes from above
So far above
The hell below
Sleeping with suicide
The ones i love
The forest gets burried
Beneath the trees
No one will hear you
Not even the leaves
Hut if you scream loud wnough
They will come
From heaven below
And the h...
Pushing you under
The current too strong to bear
I cant help upu
But all you do is stare
Twisting and spinning
You get dragged under over and over again
The wind whistling through the trees
Is overshadowed by the screams
Natures power
Like a freight train
Runs rampant
Nothing you can do to refrain
Spinning and churning
Inside the cluting grasp
Of natures wirlpool
You go under
The ripping tide
T...
Beyond the maps
where legends dwell
I ventured into the unknown
Beyond the veil
I took my life
Led astray by the guiding light
I just let my guard down
Keep it up
Keep it up
I must admit the inside of my brain
Just uploaded all my applications
Of how my heart reacts to
The way I complain
But I’m just trying to start you
On your way to
The steady hands of my love
Fuck it
Fold it
It’s standing...