“We’re gonna get you” is what the voice in my head first said to me.. “you’re not good enough to play with them” so I left. “You’re not pretty enough to be in the video” so I watched. “You’re too heavy to ride this” so I sat on the ground. “You’re too scared” so I didn’t. “Everything is going to go wrong if you go” so I stayed home. The voices were right, they were going to get to me and they did.