i used to be sad

that they always leave

me when i thought we

were fine

i used to be sad

that they told lies and

i would fall for them like

a naïve child

i used to be sad

that i wasn’t good

enough for them and they

don’t want me

i used to be sad

that everything was always

against me for some reason

the whole world

but now?

now i’m angry

angry that you wasted my time

angry that you spewed lies

angry that you weren’t real

angry that you can’t disappear

angry

furious

infuriated

enraged

but being angry is better than being sad.