She was only twelve,

She’s been feeling really strange,

She didn’t love her body and that would never change.

No she didn’t hate the extra fat or anything about her face,

She hated the idea of being a woman every day.

She prayed to the god she didn’t believe in that she could be happy just this way

But she didn’t have the faith that everything’s ok.

She hated all her body,

Hated people,

Hated change,

But a little light inside her told her things would be ok

They were thirteen,

A teenager today,

They were happy with themselves

They forgot about the pain.

They went through another friendship just to see it fall apart,

And they finally found themself again

At least they had no doubt.

They still hated all their body

Hated growing up and change

But there was this tiny light saying things will be okay.

He is fourteen.

Yes a lot of things have changed.

He discovered what he was and why nothing seems to be ok,

He has scars up his arm,

Clean for just one day.

He has found out,

That although this life is hard,

After tears and tears are shed,

He needs to get up and move on.

He’s broken and defeated,

But he deserves to make it far,

He deserves to watch the ones who broke him crash and fall apart.

He needs to see the day that he’s living and okay,

And he needs to make it through to prove it was worth all this hate.

He still hated his whole body.

Hated growing up and change.

But there was this little light saying he needs to see himself ok.