Used to laugh at the devils jokes

but they ain’t that funny anymore

Mixing all the pills and potions

Going through the motions

No emotions

I don’t feel much anymore

Ima hide the pain with

A smile or a laugh

Or a joke

Or a trip to the Nike store

I’ve been covering the rain

With a pain killer umbrella

And bourbon coat

Ima pour up more

More more more

Opioid galore

Take one more

End up on the floor

Wake up barely alive

Go to the store

Buy some more

Drug metaphors

Often involve a girl

Singing to pills

I’m addicted to ur love

That’s when you draw the line?

Pray for better days

But often indulge in a bad time

Lately I’m feeling like my anxiety is immortalized

I’ve been getting more than high

Unfolding lies

You can see it in my eyes

Used to taking substances

It’s similar to suicide

She told me

Me or the pills

One’s gotta go

I replied there’s only one way this is gonna fold departing from me or I die

Everywhere I go

Minds on overload

It feels like I’m going over drive

And I’m usually high

That makes this shit a dui

Oh my

Oh me

Please set me free

Will you please let me be

It’s dark I cannot see

Hallucinates got my vision blurry

Demons weighing on me

Will you please let me breathe

Used to laugh at the devils jokes

But they really ain’t funny anymore

Mixing pills with emotions

Going through the motions

No emotions

I don’t feel much anymore

Ima hide the pain

Wit a laugh or smile or a laugh

Or a trip to the Nike store

I’ve been covering the rain

With a pain killer umbrella

And a bourbon coat

Ima pour up more

More more more