I like you

I really do

but I shouldn’t

it’s dumb

it’s stupid

I’m being an idiot

you probably like her

you don’t notice me

you never will

but _ugh_, your EYES

no

it doesn’t matter

it’s never going to happen

I mean, look at you

and look at me

I have no chance

but _ugh_, your SMILE

you’re so agKajsAbrFaPxMbgGaga

NO

STOP IT

I have to stop this

the more I fall

the harder it’ll be to get over you

the more I fall

the more I’ll get hurt

BUT _UGH_, YOUR FACE

YOUR PRETTY

PRETTY FACE

why do you have to look like that

this is bad

really bad

I’m just going to get hurt

I need to stop

I REALLY need to stop

but I can’t

because _UGH_, YOUR EVERYTHING

you’re freaking BEAUTIFUL

I’m not, though

and you’re never going to think I am

I should stop pretending like you could

you won’t

you can’t

it’s not true

I’m just being an idiot

overthinking it all

being stupid

and I really

REALLY need to stop