Warning! SH mentions!

Everyone wants to judge

But no one wants to listen

“Attention seeker” they say

“Main character” they say

My tear stained pillows

Matched with green and blue thighs

Tell a tougher story

Than you could ever realize

The temptation to cut

Makes me think they’re right

That I look for reasons

To just start a fight

I fought the urge

The calling of the knife

But I gave in differently

A way most people ignore

Using my knuckles

In quiet places

Rapping against my thighs

Away from the prying faces

Everyone wants to judge

But no one wants to listen

These marks they signify

That my life has not yet reached its end