ComplicatedTeenGirl🩷

I am a girl who loves reading and writing, 📖I write a lot of deep poems, and I hope they help you find yourself. I also like to write thrillers and romance, 💘 I love both 𝘏𝘖𝘙𝘙𝘖𝘙 movies and Bluey🤭I would love it if you left a comment, a 👍🏼and a follow!

ComplicatedTeenGirl🩷

Random Poem

1 min read

In your arms I found my home Now I can’t be in bed alone

In your heart I found a place Now I can’t bear to see your face

In your eyes I found our hearts Now I am feeling torn apart

Poetry

SONG- How Do I Say Goodbye

ComplicatedTeenGirl🩷

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It was a bad time But we always got through And i remembered to say I love you But maybe now I am too late Maybe now Im not ok

Never wanted to say goodbye Never understood why See your face in every place There’s dead flowers in the vas Never thought you would leave Never thought it would be me

Who do i talk to about these things Watching happy people with new wedding rings I don’t even know what is wrong I took a break from writing songs I don’t think anyone will sing along But you would if you were still here

How do I say goodbye All I do is lie When someone asks how are you I will always say fine I am always forgetting the line I am always wasteing my time I don’t even know how to be kind When I am dying on the inside

It was my worst fear and it came true I was so scared of losing you Forgot the girl Kept the pearls Shook up my now empty world

How do I say goodbye ( never wanted to say goodbye)

Never understood why ( all I do is lie) When someone asks how are you I will always say fine ( see your face in every place)

Dead flowers in the vase Forgetting the line Wasting my time Never thought Never thought you would leave Never thought never thought I would be dying on the inside

Poetry

SONG- When The Leaves Change

ComplicatedTeenGirl🩷

2 min read

Fall coming in Still texting him Coffee Friday Sweater Monday Ride the bus to school Crying in my room Yeah there’s not a single thing I regret

And soon my friends will change we will leave the talking stage We text just across the bus I don’t know if I love or hate this I’m getting addicted To a drug no one else can see And then I dream

You text me saying you choose meeeeeee The leaves change and you say I look pretty And we hold hands and everyone loves it We’re in high school but we always forget itttt And then I have my first kiss And I have my first car And I have a drink at my very first bar And then you have dinner with my dad And were no longer sad Then we see the horizon and 5 am And it says the leaves are changing we are always changing tell the ones that you love that you do And hold on to the memories they won’t last forever but you guys will oh you guys will

When the leaves change

Football games Halloween Be thankful Things are not what they seem Be embarrassed in front of the cute guy Look at the sky Wonder why

And then you are my boyfriend and we have a fight And we almost break up but then in the middle of the night You climb through my window and say you can’t lose me You tell me the leaves changing is pretty And you say you love me I say this is a bad idea You say we are 17 everything is a bad idea You say “ I love you” And you spin me arounddddddd And I feel like a clown because I have always known

Oh you guys will Oh you guys will The leaves change The leaves change I love you When the leaves change

Poetry

Romance

Haircut

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1 min read

I cut my hair I didn’t care I wanted a change I wanted it short

I cut my hair 5 inches today But then I was like “ hey I don’t like it” Nay.

I cut my hair It’s WAY TOO SHORT I hate it I want it back long you stupid wart

My hair is now just under my shoulder It looks like a giant boulder

I cut my hair Hoodies I will now wear

Poetry

Confession

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1 min read

Confession: I don’t know if I am okay

Confession: I say things I later I wish i did not say

Confession: I put too much pressure on myself

Confession: I know it’s impossible but I want to be perfect

Confession: I am considering ghosting my best friend since second grade because she makes me feel horrible these days, she acts so toxic, she makes me question my worth and she gets mad at me at every thing I do. The only thing holding me back is that part of me can’t let her go because no matter how she treats me I still love her.

Confession: I hate my reputation

Confession: I try to hard

Confession: I am scared of the future

Confession: I can count my real friends on one hand

Confession: It is hard to admit when I make mistakes

Confession: I know it will work out, but it’s hard right now

Nighttime

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1 min read

11:00 PM :call me 11:30 you miss me 12:00 AM you kiss me 12:30 you forget me 1:00 AM you get someone new 2:00 AM I do too 3:00 AM you come to me 4:00 AM tangled in sheets 6:00 AM you leave me

Poetry

Romance

The Obsession

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1 min read

WARNING- STRONG THEMES AND DISTURBING MATTER

“ It’s a love story! Baby, just say yes.” “ NO. NO. NO. NO! I will NEVER love you!” I scream “ You have been stalking me for months, you have stolen my things, you have manipulated my life! This is not love. It never will be!”

He glares at me. “ Everything I do I do for you.” “ You are so disgustingly obsessed with me. You really expect me to sleep with my stalker? No is NO. GET OUT OF MY ROOM!” “ Oh Clara,” he says “ you have given me no choice. I must protect you from this world if you won’t love me.” He pulls out a knife.

I run to the window and jump. Broken bones is better then what he is doing. He catches my ankle and pulls me back into the room. I start screaming.

His hand clasps over my mouth as he pins me to the wall. “ Oh my sweet Clara. I love you. That is why I must do this.” He brings the knife higher, and slices.

Horror

Broken

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1 min read

I act strong But I am broken Their words broke me Their eyes broke me Their whispers broke me I am no longer that happy child running through flowers I am broken

Poetry

Need

ComplicatedTeenGirl🩷

1 min read

I don’t need everyone to like me I don’t need somebody to fight me I don’t need someone to pick me up when I fall

I don’t need someone to cry on I don’t need someone to die on I don’t need somebody to kiss me I don’t need someone to miss me I don’t need someone to hold me I don’t need someone to love me I don’t need someone to call I don’t need anyone at all ———————————————————

I just need somebody to hold me I just need somebody to scould me I just need somebody to love me I just need somebody to hate me

I need someone to cry on I need eyes that I could die on I need a face at night I need someone to be a light I need someone to miss me I need someone to kiss me I need someone to want me I need someone to be in a swirl I just need the world

Poetry

The Timer

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1 min read

“Ok ok ok ok ok! I know you want or kill me man. That’s fine we all have feelings and stuff! But you don’t need to kill me! I am innocent! I have done nothing to you! And we can be friends! I bet you are like a chill guy bro… please just don’t. I have a family! A lot of family! And if you killed me they would find out! I am sure of it. And uh… oh god.”

“TwO MiNuTeS!!!!” *cackle

“ look I won’t tell anyone this happened if you let me go! We can both forget about it! And besides you have no reason to kill me!”

“ yes I do. FUN. 1 minute.

“ please Jesus Christ please no please no oh god in heaven spare me from this…” BAM.

“ hehehehehehe. Times up.”