Cold floor

Warm air

Breaths that feel like daggers

Tear soaked shirt

Head between knees

Gasping

Panic attack

Pacing and screaming

Crying that I need help

No one cares

Not a single person listens

People roll their eyes

I scream and cry

I think and try

But momma dosnet listen

I articulate

and Reverberate

But papa dosnet listen

I fall and fall and fall

No one seems to see me disappearing

I am still the same girl just with something different

No one notices

What I am truly worrying about

That I am scared

I am truly terrified

The fact that I am hurt

Truthfully I am broken

I lost my voice

I am losing my mind

My heart and soul are shattered

My anxieties all center

To the one trouble I have

**I feel so alone**