I think too much

show too much emotion

I feel trapped in a cycle

but i keep going and going

I tend to others

more than myself

I dont ask for help

I shut the doors

close the shutters

close my eyes and cry

You dont care

no you never had

you squeeze

lemons in my eyes

like it dont burn

you pou words in my soul

like it wont sting

You dump poison in my heart

like it dosent kill

Bugs i font have the time

the energy

the power or will

to deal with you

or the shit you have put me through

Take the knife from my heart

and shove it down your throught

never hurt someone else again

…

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