The storm begins Hail comes down It’s windy It’s downpouring as the streets flood I get ready And go outside Hoodie shoes sweatpants I’m going thru too much The rain soothes the pain and let’s me free I’m such a good person But that’s not how people perceve me I’m the bad guy in every book I wanna be happy I try But when it rains I go out there It’s where I can cry without anyone noticing It’s where I set myself free I come out of my shell in the rain I have so much running thru my head I can’t control it I tried to get help It doesn’t work it never does I tried talking to family they don’t listen nor they understand Tis pain is on another level I can’t control my head anymore Pain and agony is all I feel I sit in the middle of the street As it’s pouring I can feel for once again It hurts to feel It hurts to live still to this day I see a car but the car stops Why did it stop It should had sped up I’m still here tho idiot wanna be My life has been nothing but cruel to me And I wanna be good again I wanna be happy again but Regret pain and guilt It’s always running thru my head Why me why Why can’t be happy I can barely stand up or do anything anymore I don’t have the energy to do anything Except sit in bed on my phone listening To music till I fall to sleep I don’t wanna be hurt again I don’t wanna be hurt anymore I need someone to set me free Tis pain makes me drown in my sorrows