They tear and tear and rip through seven layers

Ripping away my heart out of my body

I don’t hear her cry

I’m asleep

I’m searching for someone

My baby, my husband they aren’t here

I’m scared

My baby

Where is she

They rush me back to the room

I’m shaking so bad

My mind is scrabbled

My husband is holding my baby

I can’t stop shaking

I’m holding her but I feel so distant

Where am I

Who am I….