They tear and tear and rip through seven layers

Ripping away my heart out of my body

I don’t hear her cry

I’m asleep

I’m searching for someone

My baby, my husband they aren’t here

I’m scared

My baby

Where is she

They rush me back to the room

I’m shaking so bad

My mind is scrabbled

My husband is holding my baby

I can’t stop shaking

I’m holding her but I feel so distant

Where am I

Who am I…....

Thinking back to earlier that day, the moment I saw what the chest contained I wished I’d never opened it.. but it was too late now, I wish I wouldn’t have went up to that attic, been so damn curious and now I’m stuck in a situation I can’t figure out, the moment those officers banged down that door I knew they would think I did it but I still shouldn’t have ran. I could’ve cleared my name at that...

We feel love is destiny stringed by one’s we can not see,

I feel our love is connected by who we show ourselves to be.

We are separated by the pain we bring onto the other.

Breaking the connection that was entwining our souls.

We desperately grasp onto the other not wanting what we’ve built to slip.

Gleeful as we intertwine once more.

For we are the one’s that connect our destiny....

I starved for better, though I didn’t know how to accomplish it.

To make better sacrifices, to make myself a better person.

One who is looked upon with faith and hardship.

That comes from working through tears and joy.

I achieved something better than even I.

Celebrating yo...

Hiding away from everyone that girl, was scared of what the world held.

That boy trying to save her from herself, everything that she and he has ever known.

Scared of the secrets hiding within the shadows, within the lies of the one’s who walk the same path as you.

The one’s who showed you the path of life but didn’t show you all the steps.

That boy and girl we’re fearless to continue the path tha...

Your love is an arrow

It strikes hard , fast

fills me with the poisonous of

your care, sweet and dripping like dew.

raining on me daily

stealing the only breath I possess

that is still mine and not yours.

For you own this body and soul now,

As your own

your love is like an arrow..

Laced with your poison....

Those last words whispered between our lips, the sting of realizing what I will be missing.

The tears that wouldn’t stop flowing.

you’re the one I want, and now I have to leave I chose this path, so along with time and distance it’ll feel like forever.

Just as I am leaving, ...

I’ve been gone, waiting to return

to the comfort of you, of us.

To feel whole once again,

I am still gone, returning to your

side once again in this lifetime

And in every other lifetime.

The goddesses made you for me & I for you.

I will always return whether tomorrow or days from now, I’ll have you with me once again.

Isn’t our love forever whether a million miles away or not?

hold on to me & don...

my mind, my soul, my figure spinning

And spinning round and round,

enchanted by us intertwining

Us becoming one.

Leaving others questioning

What is the mystery of the two who never let go.

Who keep spinning and spinning, round

And round till we let go and fall deeper within this enchanted love....

My soul becomes undone without the presence of you near

It cries out though I know you can not hear

the loss of you is unbearable

I am breaking through the thickness of grief to find you once more in a different lifetime, for us to be as one soul furthermore...