I want to feel, I want to know.

I want to love, I want to grow

I want honesty, I wanna know if you can keep it real at all times possibly.

I want trust, I want an unbreakable bond ride or die loyalty.

I want to learn to love, I wanna be attached safely

I want to lose my codependency, I want to stop getting hooked to my emotions like drugs

But without em I feel empty

Fuck it

It is what it is

Heart scarred got no more love to give

Just cope with the green

And numb all my feelings

So high I can’t feel my demons

Brain driving me to the point of insanity

I’m losing my reasoning

But I’m still putting up a fight for the team

It’s so hard need some eternal sleeping

Please stay the fuck away

Can’t breathe anxiety tweakin

Rollin trees and poppin p’s

Seems like the only remedy

The help me feel some relief

When I’m sober I never get to leave

My head I’ve been taken into captivity

Feels like I’ll never get released