I prayed this was one of my smaller mistakes.

I will do whatever it takes

To make sure that I didn’t mess up

And make sure that everything didn’t corrupt.

I hope I never do this again,

To be in this position again.

All I did was something I love,

Now I have hate.

I hurt him, I hurt myself, I hurt overall,

Right as it happened, I stalled.

I told myself, “Why?”

And I sit there, crying in between sighs.

He tells me it’s okay, it is just an accident.

When I don’t think it is.

I pray this is one of my smaller mistakes,

Pray and pray and pray…