We’ve been friends for ages

God I can’t remember a time without you

But now I’m afraid, I want more than friendship

And I wonder, of you too?

No way will I tell you, I’ll admire from afar

As you chat up some girl,

and end up hooking up

With her in your car

I’d be lying, saying I don’t mind

And every time I see you

Every single fucking time

I always want you to be mine

I didn’t want to feel this way, really it’s not a choice

since my heart is on the line

You’re not even aware of my feelings,

how I think of you all the time

But my god, did you fall as hard as I did?

Does your heart beat faster when you see me smile?

Do you want to hold my hand, when we walk down the halls?

Did you even fall?

I won’t tell you this,

not ever,

But my god, I love your eyes, a bright icy blue,

And even more your boisterous laughter

Words fails me, when I think of what I feel for you

Deep inside though, I think I know

I’m a little afraid to put a name to that feeling

More afraid that you won’t share them

I love you,

There I said it

Now that we’re done

Can we just forget it?

I’m afraid, truly

And now I’m just babbling

I just can’t imagine my life without you

Do you even you even understand ?

You probably don’t do you?

The way my heart skips a beat

When you open a door for me

The way-

Hey? What are you doing?

And suddenly I’m being lifted off of my feet,

You arms wrap around my waist,

“Will you just shut up please”

“I fucking love you too, and I didn’t know till now,

The way my heart broke when you

We’re gone for two weeks,

When you were out of town

The way anger raged, when you spoke about someone else

The way I selfishly

Wanted you to myself

I love you too,

More than you’ll ever know

shut up, and

Kiss me now”

I look at you, eyes unblinking

This wasn’t what I’d thought would happen,

But then again,

What really was I thinking?

My heart swells, and a

grin breaks out in my face

As our lips interlock,

My heart races

I love you, I whisper, as I pull away,

And those three words are spoken without words

We truly have nothing

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