ThinkingOfThoughts

A teen trying to figure out who I am in the world. Currently trying to plan a story out, and looking for a new playlist :)

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ThinkingOfThoughts

A teen trying to figure out who I am in the world. Currently trying to plan a story out, and looking for a new playlist :)

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an awakening

ThinkingOfThoughts

2 min read

All she ever wanted

Was the love meant for the screens

And as her back fell against her bedroom door,

Tears hit on her cheeks

She realized nothing is as it seems.

“I love you”s don’t mean a thing

Boys, men, there is no difference

Because no one was listening.

She fell to the ground, and her hands fisted the carpet

As she stifled hard sobs,

She feared created a racket.

She had made a life for herse...

Poetry

Drama

a love story inked in our pages

ThinkingOfThoughts

2 min read

We’ve been friends for ages

God I can’t remember a time without you

But now I’m afraid, I want more than friendship

And I wonder, of you too?

No way will I tell you, I’ll admire from afar

As you chat up some girl,

and end up hooking up

With her in your car

I’d be lying, saying I don’t mind

And every time I see you

Every single fucking time

I always want you to be mine

I didn’t want to feel thi...

Poetry

Romance

Talking With The Devil

ThinkingOfThoughts

1 min read

Time stands still

In the beauty of this late hour

I’ve done everything right

So why does it feel like everything is out of my power

I’ve lost control

Over everything in my life

Time stands still, then rushes too fast

And I don’t even put up a fight

I wilt away

Like a flower in winter

My petals falling to the ground

As I wait for summer

To thrive again

Live my best life

But in all honesty I’m ...

Poetry

Drama

fear & confusion

ThinkingOfThoughts

1 min read

There are moments in your life

Where you question your own existence

Where you wonder “am I dead?”

Or if you are dreaming

Today I woke up,

And my head spun around

I could only see a blue wall

Could hear no sound

And yet,

there was a ringing in my ear

And as I reached for the wall

I hoped things would become clear

They didn’t and as I kept reaching,

The world went black,

And before I could proc...

Poetry

Drama

the absence

ThinkingOfThoughts

1 min read

Hope is like a candle

Flickering in the night

But what do you when it’s extinguished

The flame now naught to our eyes

But there it sits,

an invisible light inside

Waiting in the dark

Knowing it will ignite

For hope can never die

Fade away in the wind

It’s in our bones

Inked into the patterns of our skin

And when all else fails

And we have no real shot

We still hope to believe

Because in all t...

Poetry

Drama

success & redemption

ThinkingOfThoughts

1 min read

The queen poisoned the apple

To kill her competition, you see

But why poison the apple

When you can poison the tree...

Poetry

Humour

an attack & an awakening

ThinkingOfThoughts

1 min read

My breath hitches

And suddenly I’m wheezing

Can’t seem to catch my breath

No one even seems to notice

I newer is racing

Tears ruching down my cheeks

It feels like I’m dying

Death seems better than this, save me please!

My knees shake,

And my heat pounds,

I start to loose my footing

Loose all hope of solid ground

The world is falling

From right underneath my feet

All sene of normalcy

Is being s...

Poetry

Drama

finding herself

ThinkingOfThoughts

1 min read

Sweetness and softness

Were old friends seldom heard from

Rather, my best friends

Were my bottles of whiskey and rum

Expensive taste would be the ruin of me

Tear stained pillows and empty pints of ice cream

Exponentially growing anxiety,

A broken heart and low self-esteem

I woke up today, and bought myself a bouquet

Rather than sulk and cry on another Valentine’s Day

I’ve resigned myself to a jo...

Poetry

Drama

lessons of the night

ThinkingOfThoughts

1 min read

“Whispers that come in the night

Often carry further than those in the day”

Every night, tucking me into bed,

Were the words my mother used to say

She sing me a lullaby

And tell me stories of princesses falling in love

But each and every night

She’d remind me of the horrible times

She’d tell me who to fear

And would leave me nightmares when I’d wake

But to this day her words ring true

And I wi...

Poetry

YA fiction

dancing in the rain

ThinkingOfThoughts

1 min read

I want to fall in love

The kind where you talk for ages

But still feel butterflies after a while

The kind where it feels like you’re on a spotlight

And only he can see you shine

The kind where you cook together

Every Sunday night

And still argue about who will set the table

Getting into stupid fights

The kind where you dance without music

And you sing with no rhyme

Where you know each other so...

Romance

YA fiction