Walking through the field of death

Its in the air, one sniff you might lose your breath

Lost reasons to care, so I’m strolling through with unguided steps

A sea of red reflects through my iris

Cloudy sky’s reflects where my mind is

Follow my lists of choices to untangle the web

That led to this mess

Did a lot more wrong than I can regret

But yet I still tried to progress

In the end nothings changed

Still that same weak kid drowning in pain

Tryna hide the shame

But emotions transparent with one gaze at the face

Like a phantom

So I took a stroll to the chrysanthemums

Looking for an end not answers