I’d Rather Starve
I’d prefer to starve
than to devour all the lies.
I’d prefer to burn
than be left to your cold.
I’d prefer to die
than to believe that disguise.
Pretty people,
broken hearts.
Pretty words,
everlasting scars.
I’d rather starve
than be your friend.
You’ll call me dramatic,
but wait until this ends.
I used to have a voice,
and although my words were bold,
they were better company
than the chill in your heart.
I’d rather burn than be left to your cold.
There’s a mask on your face,
I fell for it so pathetically.
I believed every word and smile,
every joke— but now apathetically,
I can tell you,
I’d rather die than fall for your disguise.
Your heart was never broken;
it never got the chance to exist.
You’re like the Grinch,
with nothing to assist.
You’ve always fed me
the lies I wanted to hear.
You’ve made me a meal
that is supposedly ideal,
but poison hides
in the prettiest things.
This is why
I bite the hand that feeds me,
so that maybe it’ll let me starve.