Diluting Poison
Your words drip down your teeth
like honey. My words cut you with
every breath. Your face falls beneath
a halo. My face falls beneath a pair
of horns. Your eyes shine like the
light I need at the end of my tunnel.
My eyes bring tears to yours. You
don’t think I notice.
Two cups sit on a table. One reads
water, the other reads poison. You
know which is which yet you chose
to drink poison. You chose to drink
me. You drink me like I’m the water
and you are dying of thirst. You know
that I’ll kill you, that I’ll change you for
the worst.
You and poison don’t mix. We know
that yet we carry on like we won’t
be the end to each other. We continue
to hurt and we continue to love. A
savage circle of falling in and
out of emotions we barely have
experience with.
Yet through all of this, you are
still the water I need to feel
alive. You are the only thing that
makes my life bearable. You make
the sting feel softer. The cuts don’t
run as deep. My poison doesn’t burn
so much. It doesn’t hurt as much to
love.