Donāt Think
I keep my face blank as the armyās general paces back and forth, his boots echoing in the cold stone hall.
If he catches me, Iām dead.
If I show any emotion, Iām dead.
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Donāt think. Donāt think.
āIt seems we have a problem, soldiers,ā the general says, his voice low and dangerous. āDo you want to know what that problem is?ā
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Donāt think. Donāt think.
The general stops in front of us, his eyes lingering on me for just a moment too long. My dark hair falls over my brow, but I donāt bother brushing it aside. I need to look like everyone else.
But I feel his gaze like a brand.
āIām sure you all know the story,ā he continues. āThat the royal family is the only group allowed to practice magic.ā
I hold his stare, silent. Itās getting closer now, the pressure building.
āBut once or twice a decade, anomalies happen,ā he says, his words turning to ice. āPeopleāat randomāare āblessedā with magic from the stars. And do you know what happens to these blessed individuals?ā He shoots a pointed look in my direction, demanding an answer.
I swallow, the words coming out rough but steady. āThey are killed.ā
The generalās smile flickers, just a hint of satisfaction. āYes. And as you all know, weāve been hunting for one of these anomaliesāsomeone hiding among you.ā
I tense, my pulse quickening. He knows.
Someone shifts behind me, but I donāt dare look. The air feels thick now, as if every breath carries danger.
āSomeoneās been feeding information to the rebels,ā the general says, his voice cutting through the silence. āSomeone here has magic. And Iām going to find them.ā
I can feel the weight of his words pressing down on me. The room feels too small. I feel my magic stir inside, but I clamp it down. I canāt give him anything.
āYou seem too calm,ā the general says, his eyes narrowing on me. āDonāt you have something to say?ā
I hold his gaze. āIām not the one you're looking for, General.ā
His smile sharpens, the look in his eyes calculating. āFunny. I thought the same thing.ā
He steps closer, his presence heavy in the air. āYou think I donāt know a thing or two about how a liar moves?ā His voice drops, quiet but lethal. āYou think I donāt know what youāve been doing?ā
āIāve been doing my duty,ā I reply, my voice steady, even though my heart pounds in my chest.
The general watches me for a beat, then steps back, his lips curling into a thin smile. āOne of you is the traitor,ā he says. āAnd Iāll find out who. Until thenā¦ keep your eyes open. If I find anything suspicious, itāll be the last thing you ever do.ā
I donāt speak. I donāt move.
When he leaves, the tension in the room doesnāt lift. He knows.
Regret gnaws at me. I shouldnāt have signed up for this. But now, thereās no way out.