i feel like a cloud. swoll up with tons of water ready to drain. i feel like a cloud accumulated with electricity unable to bear the weight. sometimes clouds ruin peoples day but sometimes people lay out in the grass finding beauty in all that they make some days i feel like a pretty cloud elegant and light the type that when  you look up and your eyes just shine bright but most days i feel heavy and lingering and ready to pour down but, instead of rain and thunder its tears and regret pouring out flooding my mind making me fear whats next my thoughts spiral faster causing more damage than an f5 tornado hurting me and all the ones i love most. a cloud. im constantly changing and shifting im percieved in many ways depending on the person and day a cloud. from heavy to light in hours, but i guess its alright. like a cloud.