i feel like a cloud.

swoll up with tons of water

ready to drain.

i feel like a cloud

accumulated with electricity

unable to bear the weight.

sometimes clouds ruin peoples day

but sometimes people lay out in the grass

finding beauty in all that they make

some days i feel like a pretty cloud

elegant and light

the type that when  you look up and your eyes just shine bright

but most days

i feel heavy and lingering

and ready to pour down

but, instead of rain and thunder

its tears and regret

pouring out flooding my mind

making me fear whats next

my thoughts spiral faster

causing more damage

than an f5 tornado

hurting me and all the ones i love most.

a cloud.

im constantly changing and shifting

im percieved in many ways

depending on the person and day

a cloud.

from heavy to light in hours, but i guess its alright.

like a cloud.