You said you always loved the stars, and as time continued, I grew to love them too
You loved how the dirt felt cool under the soft blades of grass
You loved the smell of the rain as it gently dropped against your ivory skin
You loved the deep red of a freshly blossoming rose in the spring
You always made me appreciate the small things in life love, but while i learned to appreciate the stars, the grass, and the smell of a fresh spring I fell short in appreciating the singular most important thing in my world.
Warm embraces now feel like a frosted winter evening since youve left this lifetime
And as you became one with the cool dirt and velvet grass you adored, Crimson roses found their home by your graveside in hopes of being loved by you one last time.
The stars shone brighter than ever once you joined them, I like to believe your undying love and passion for them made them shine bright in a beautiful, lucid, night sky
You always loved the rain, but since I wasnt able to give you one last dance in the quiet rhythm of the sky, the rain seems to fall like blades across my face and back, as i lay in our favorite spot wishing you were here to lay with me as i ponder on the what-ifs
Your pain is gone now love, and for that im forever thankful youre at peace, but my pain is ever growing
our chapter is over, and im having to summon the strength to continue my novel.
Even though all books must come to an end, your story closed before the ink ran dry
I have to accept the fact that i have to let go, that the tears wont make my wish come true, the pleading wont bring you back, that it all just gives me strength to live a new reality.
But here i am, and forever ill be, waiting in our spot for the stars and earth to give you back to me, in this lifetime or next
