Dichotomy Of A Dreamland
Awaking, this shall come to pass.
Vision shattered like a glass.
I survey this sinking sky.
Observing, I see you, me and Eli.
Maybe we’re dreaming.
What was I thinking?
My awareness is shrinking.
What’s this scene that I am seeing?
You, tears falling so sweetly.
He, catching them so gently.
Me, witnessing you both grieving -
Me, then I take control.
I’m seeing…
Things we fine without me there.
I took charge and led us nowhere.
We just watched the stars descend.
Is this a beginning or another end?
I pull back my hands.
You both turn your heads.
Eyes are just so red.
Oh, the pain I’ve left you with!
If I should die before I wake,
I pray you find a better way.
The skies are sinking to the ground,
Clouds are searching - I can’t be found.
Heaven’s gates are open wide,
Why do I fear to go inside?
What is this darkness in my mind?
If I awake, God, make this right.
They deserve much more than me.
They deserve much more than me.
They deserve much more than me.
When I awake, please kill this dream.