It was getting better

But it was just a game

To see how long that lasted

I started loving myself

And accepting the silence

But now I hate the quiet

And clothes don’t sit quite right

I thought it was getting better

I was singing and dancing

enjoying myself

But i somehow knew

It wouldn’t stay that way

I know it will be better someday

Maybe soon

But it hurts more or less

Because it resumed

I hate my mind

My body and soul

Fix me please

Make it bearable