A few months ago, I was up late, doing my usual night owl thing, when I met her in a video game. At first, I didn't know she was a girl, but it didn't really matter to me.

I'm not so great at talking to girls in real life because of where I'm from. Relationships aren't as open as they are in the West. So, talking to girls has always felt a bit challenging.

But back to our story. We started chatting in the game, and I found out she's from America, which got me really interested. She also loved writing, which was a hobby we shared. That day, we talked for a solid six hours.

I'm more of an introvert, and it's hard to find people who really get me and who I can talk to. But she was different. It felt like we'd known each other for a long time.

I was worried about being too forward, not knowing how to talk to girls. But she was open-minded and accepting. I began to realize that maybe I was a bit too innocent compared to her. Still, she became a cherished friend from the day we met.

She seemed happy at first, but later, I found out she was hiding some pain from her past and family. It was tough for her. She vanished for a week, and I was really worried. That's when I realized I was in love with her. I never thought someone like her would be interested in me. I felt pretty ordinary.

She dropped hints about her feelings, and eventually, we confessed our love to each other in a unique way. She changed my view on love and made me understand how alone I had been.

She had her insecurities, thinking I might leave her because of her looks or her past. But I saw her as beautiful and kind. I was grateful to have her in my life, and I had no plans of letting her go. We both knew that our chances of being together were slim because we were on opposite sides of the world. Still, we were willing to try because the thought of losing her was too painful.

I couldn't capture all of my thoughts in here! And I know you are reading this, so let it be known that you are incredibly beautiful. Seriously, no joking - you are absolutely stunning! You can always count on me. You mean the world to me, and I have no intentions of ever leaving you willingly. I'm sharing this here because the people in this community have always been so supportive, and I consider you all like family. Since I can't share this with them, it feels great to share it with all of you.

....Love you idiot. 🖤