🥀Pidge Valdez🥀

Bit nerdy. Huge Star Wars fan. nOn~BiNaRy. I go by he/them pronouns. 13. Low key obsessed with PJO TMR and HP. Slytherin forever 🐍💚. “There are so many tomorrow’s there’s got to be at least one worth waiting for”~ Victor F

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The Voices

🥀Pidge Valdez🥀

1 min read

Ringing ringing voices in your ear What a desperate little boy No one ever sees you No one ever will

Ringing ringing voices in your ear I am in control You’re just a puppet And I pull in the strings

Ringing ringing voices in your ear You try to run and you try to hide But there’s no where you can go I’ll always be there

Ringing ringing voices in your ear Oh poor sweet child You’re not bent just oh so broken Never will be fixed

Ringing ringing voices in your ear Are you scared of the endless screaming? Torturing you? Invading your dreams?

Ringing ringing voices in your ear Now you’re succumbing to the fact No ever saw you No one ever will

Poetry

Freedom

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1 min read

I close my eyes And with a prayer I am dunked underwater Seconds seemed hours

Peace and warmth flooding My skull like a cherry bomb Euphoria more fulfilling Than any high

The voices washing out of my ears Tears draining out from my eyes Ashes spilling from my lungs Slits fading upon my wrist

I look up to see a star Shining down with a loving smile ready to take my hand And for the first time in years, I accept it

I ascend back into civilization
And although it seemed inconceivable I am free, I am saved And I have escaped from hell

Poetry

Death

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1 min read

(A/N: yet again something that has been sitting in my drafts trying to clear it out)

Ice cubes run down my spine A thousand of steps Equals only one Miserable souls peer Seeking a solace In the weeds Chowing down till they get high Only for it to come crashing down Animalistic screams Bounce off the walls More horrid than any crank Broken soldiers wander about Carrying the guilt and memories Upon their torn backs Children sentenced to an eternity of pain But all Mia ever wanted Was for the demons to be released From within her father’s heart The greedy among the innocent The lost as well as the found Nobody is safe From deaths mighty grasp

Poetry

To Love A Beast

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1 min read

(A/N: I usually don’t write about love cause it’s hard to write about something you haven’t experienced so please give me feedback)

I slip into your embrace My sorrows washing away with the tide ‘I love you’ you whisper softly in my ear Though I could never understand why

My sorrows washing away with the tide Peace flooding my mind Though I could never understand why You don’t cower like the others

Peace flooding my mind As you sew my broken mind back together
You don’t cower like the others You choose to love a beast

You sew my broken mind back together And though I can’t help question that You choose to love a beast I’ll enjoy it till you open your eyes

Poetry

Romance

Little Smiles

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1 min read

Get into character Put on a pretty smile Fix your clothes It is time to start the show

Put on a pretty smile It’s okay they won’t know It is time to start the show Are you nervous or are you hungry

It’s okay they won’t know You’re seconds away from throwing up Are you nervous or hungry But whatever you’re fine

You’re seconds away from throwing up From the very little food you ate But whatever you’re fine
Hopefully you’ll be pretty before you die

Poetry

Just Promise Me

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1 min read

I’ve got a million different personalities So go on just take your pick Am I bubbly and girly Or a sad emo chick

Just promise me you will be my best friend

Am I blonde or brunette? Are my eyes green or blue? I’m not Bella Poarch The choice is up to you

Just promise me you will love me

I can be introverted if that’s what you want Or maybe a social butterfly I can be anything, anything at all So please don’t be shy

Just promise me you will play with me

I am just a puppet
You pull the strings Dress me up Do as you please

Just promise me you will never leave me

Poetry

We Were Never Safe

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1 min read

‘We’re not safe we were never safe’ I mutter psychotically

‘He’s here why is he always here?’ My knees are crushing my ribs

‘He knows he knows I know’ I am now soused in fear

THUMP!

‘Was that? No no it wasn’t just breath’ Inhale exhale inhale exhale

‘I’m good I’m safe I’m perfectly-‘ wham!

‘Ah shit oh god it’s him I know it’s him’ Back and forth back and forth

‘We’re not safe we were never-‘ The door busts open

‘Please please don’t I’m sorry! I’m-‘

“Next up another missing person report this time 16 year old Alexa Smith please call 911 if you have any information”

Poetry

Crime, mystery & thriller

Siblings

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1 min read

How could you to your own blood

“Because that’s life buddy”

But I thought we were different I thought we had something special

“Well then you’re a fool!”

“looks down and in Batman voice look we live in a gluttonous world I’m sorry but that’s the way it is”

Okay. But that’s DEFINITELY your final answer-

“Oh my gods will you shut up Esther I’m not buying you a freaking happy meal!”

ugh fine. Asshole!

“jackass!”

flips me off on her way out

Humour

A Beast

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1 min read

It’s like nobody hears me Me myself and I that’s how it is Is it sad? Yes but you get used to it It just hurts to know that they would Hate me if they knew Knew of the fact that I am two people People who will very few will accept Accept their differences and their pride Pride which is tucked away Beneath my skin Skin so broken and scarred I appear a Beast A Beast Yep that’s probably right

Poetry

Freakin Contacts

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1 min read

Two sticky pieces of hell So clear yet no one could see What horrors lie within They leave me yelling Begging for mercy I can hear them mocking me Ugh so bitchy I hate these freakin contacts

Poetry

Humour