I did it,

I finally gave up trying to be who you wanted me to be.

I gave up happiness,

I gave up freedom,

I gave up memories,

I even had to give up learning who I wanted to be.

 Now that I can be my own person and have my own say in my life you want to walk away.

So again, I had to suppress the emotions to not upset you.

the worst part...

I was just trying to be what you wanted!