*All fictional*

My Dearest,

I'm sorry I'll never be what you want. I never brought you flowers after your performance. I held your hand, but not enough. I should've held on forever, but I couldn't. I am not the one you need. Am I the one you even want? When you needed me I didn't try hard enough. I could've done more. More. I should've done more. You left me. I didn't do enough, I know. I didn't try hard enough. I'm a terrible person, I will never be enough for anyone. Would you ever love me again? I'm not sure what I'm asking for, but will you forgive? Forgive me for not being enough, forgive me for anything I ever did? And while your at it, can you forget about me? I'm not trying to get you to get back together with me, as I would say no anyway, I know I wasn't perfect. You were perfect in every way. You were the sweetest. I will never stop loving you, and in loving you I know you need someone who can love you better. Whoever you date next better give you everything you deserve. They should give you the world. I hope you never stop being loved. You can't if I always love you. And I will. Make it easier for me and forget about me. Don't look at me in the hall, don't talk to me. I will try my best to forget you if you wish.

Love,

Yours Truly Forever