Standing inside of my fish bowl Nowhere to escape Nowhere to go Only my tears to comfort me now I cry for what I was For what I am For what I never will be But my tears don’t stop The bowl is starting to fill up Surrounded by my misery It’s suffocating I am drowning I never was a good swimmer As I sink to the bottom I see faces come into view of the glass I try to call out to them But no one can hear you When you are underwater They mock my misery Tapping the glass Laughing Smiling Ignoring My heart gives it last whisper As I realize no help will come We are truly alone
With-in me are galaxies Each full of possibilities and unknown power There is a solar system in my mind Super novas flow through my veins I created my universe through the struggles of my birthright I feel my rage shake the cosmos My tears water the earth My pain created life itself With life comes heartache With heartache comes joy The moon is my past For each phase made me a newer self The stars are my future For each one shining bright and creating a constellation of hope I create my own destiny with materials I have been given I am the creator
If I could count the ways I love you They would have to invent new numbers My love for you is longer than Pi 3.1415926535 You are infinity numbers For you are my infinite I love you more than every star in all the galaxies Their dust flows through your veins Your very being is an elixir of magic and endless possibilities The gods look upon us Jealous of our love I don’t even look back For I am lost in the ocean of your eyes Yeah You are definitely far greater than Pi
People often ask you what is your favorite childhood memory That is really easy for me to answer I was getting starburst’s from the hotel vending machine My heart fluttering excitedly as I waited to for the candy to drop BOOM!! CRACK!! BOOM!! My eyes quickly went to the window next to me I stood on my tippy toes so I could properly observe My eyes growing wide with excitement Staring out with baited breath I saw bright lights bursting in the sky More powerful and colorful than any starbursts It looked like real stars Exploding for our amusement I was so entranced I completely forgot my candy But I didn’t mind It’s much sweeter to unexpectedly witness magic
I never thought I would say hello You came in a blink of an eye You were at the time my everything From soft words Music to my ears Long nights of sweet melodies You were my lock and key Safeguarding even my deepest secrets Your words complete me They lightened the way But now the path is dark Music no longer plays Instead the cry of the wind down these hollow halls Just a ghost replaces where there use to be life I never thought I would say goodbye
Anger is a gift I seldom let myself enjoy For it use to be my prison sentence Without my mask to hide the tears Without my muzzle to hide my screams I would have been sent to the stake A look of frustration means rebellion Rebellion means treason Dare I question the hierarchy Each protesting word was dowsing myself in gasoline while they held a match If you go against the law, you will burn But anger is a gift I rise through the ashes Like a phoenix with my wings ablaze I soar over my prison cell Over my ruler, judge, and executioner The trial was rigged against me Your laws never gave me a chance You condemned me for trying to survive But survive I did I rose through the ashes I now can fly far above you Anger strengthens my wings Carried me far through many horizons Anger is a gift
