I can still see the mobile moving above my head

The blackout

The wake up

The pain

The sorrow...

She heard it

She heard it all

She heard the weeping cries

She heard the silver lining through the lies

She heard the echoes of arguments past

She heard the overwhelming silence of when she’d seen him last

She heard the weakness in his voice

She heard them tell her she had no choice

She heard a soft “I love you,” to her surprise

A thundering whisper was her demise...

The pain can be unbearable

It is eating away at Her

She thinks “free” is impossible

Her heart is the obstacle

It’s late night, Tuesday

Do You miss how You used me?

How I believed You would choose me?

I’d take priority over a phone

I wish You’d leave me alone...

If wishes fell like rain, then certainly I am a storm

My tears each individual drop

Hopeful since I was born

Disappointed just as much, so it’s all the same

I never thought it’d hurt to hear your name

I crossed my t’s and dotted my i’s

I ignored the signs and believed the lies

I lost it all

I lost my mind

I vow to leave this life behind...

The meaning of life? The meaning of life is just to find happiness. Make every part of your life add to your happiness. If it does not add, do not accept....

Light illuminating the window pane

Light illuminating my eyes

I see myself fully

I see myself for the first time

I’d slept through life without a thought of myself

I’d now awoken to a life that’s safe for my health

Self love

Self respect

Self esteem

Self reliance

I am both David and Goliath...

Dear Diary,

I guess this is it. Everything is finally coming to an end. I say finally, because the pain has consumed not only my body but my mind, for all of my life. Peace is all I want to feel. I couldn’t tell you the last time I felt at peace.

I feel like my exit will be my peace. The afterlife will be my peace. I’ve had an image in my mind of what it will be like, or if I even believe in i...

A kiss

From strange lips

A glance

From pure eyes

But I still miss your head between my thighs...

She’s no longer lying there

Like a crucifix

Ready to sacrifice herself for your sins

Sins you don’t think you’re committing

Because men cannot sin

Woman holds the curse of being the sinner

Betrayer of a god

Betrayer of man

Cursed and punished for eternity

By the shackles in our mind

To always take h(H)is side

To stand by and defend

That’s a “good” woman’s role

No matter the cost to her

One d...

My guardian angel

She lost hope with me

She forgot to protect me

I forgot to let her

Now there’s a battle with her in my head

She tells me what to do

I ask her where she was when I was at my lowest

“I was the little voice in the back of your mind

I was the glimmer of hope that helped the sadness subside

I told you not to give up on yourself

I told you not to tuck your feelings away like an old b...