Big ones, small ones

Colors in cobalt, azure, and navy

One's that drown us and the ones that bring adrift to the shore

Cali, Florida, Mexico a sudden allure

Swimming with the sharks, like I do best

Floating towards the sunset, removing my life vest

Taking in a last gasp of air

Allow myself to sink

Drown away the despair...

Glazed eyes looking in the wrong places, searching for my suffering in everyone else. All I had to do was dig deep, it was me all along, rotting my own heart and causing me to weep. But in all the turmoil felt through the years, and every curious thought about the strangers and their leers. It was me I hated most, not the one I held so close. I guess your wondering where’s the satisfaction in that...

Him and her, connected in such an unalterable way that could never be broken.

Understood, something that never rarely described them.

Holding onto that gleefulness timelessness about them.

Mournful would forever be their love that was so rare.

For the first time ever, two not so determined souls separated by an annoyingly present force of nature:

They became something they never dreamed of b...

She looked on as everyone went about there day, wishing she too knew what was heading her way. They all seemed to have opinions and judgements they weren’t to keen on....guessing she had been up all night, lurking the streets since dawn. But none quiete understood the pain she held within, the amount of love she ached for was whole heartedly a sin. Wanting it all for herself to fill the emptiness,...

I come from somewhere I’m ashamed. I met him and thought that changed. To create a new story or so I thought. Words come cheap and easily bought. We grew together old like trees, plans of adventure and to one day travel over seas. Now that dream is dead inside, stay indoors I want to run and hide. Without you I just don’t have the strength to go on. You used me like I was nothing just a useless pa...