632 days ago

The start of this new life

A life of tough love

Life never knowing peace

The life of a child, not little anymore

Life not doing much of anything

Is what They see.

When I want to just be me

But they want me to see

What they see

That I’m an adult

Not growing up

Making small choices

Day after day

But not taking the best next step

That will lead me away

Away from the safety of home

Aw...

What do they think

Those who live for pain

That pain can bring us to life

Or that it can tear us down

Well it does both if you will it to:

Just it’s never fair, no, nothing about pain is fair.

Now listen, this is a story about a kind of pain

Pain always has a story

Whether it's mirthful or full of peril

There’s always a story to follow pain.

Time has run out, can’t stop the screaming

The screa...

Here comes the relinquish of control

Of Miss Dearest’s lost soul

Gone with the turning of the tide

She wails the sad song of her goodbye

Slowly forgotten to time and darkness

Leaving the wind’s cry bleak and breathless

Forced to be quiet in long painful silence

Living death causes endless mental violence

Til the murmur of living death

Renews Miss Dearest’s last breath

She awaits the day of re...

Goodbyes are hard, yes that’s true

But right now it’s necessary for me to do

I know it hurts but please hear my words

Believe that I’ll be back soon

This is for you, only for you

Only for you is why I do the things I do

So I say goodbye for now

I see you in a while

I know it’s hard and I’ll miss you’re smile

But it’s what must be,

And please trust this isn’t easy

For me or for you.

Hold on...

Pages rustling with age

Turning softly through the day

Reading quietly in the back

Is your dearest love, come to see

What these books could hold

for the telling of you and me

Slowly they speak the words

Coming to life as it were

Taking form with each new breath

to weave a tale of love and death.

Here it is, hear it now,

chapter one, shout it proud

Introduce yourself it’ll be fun.

Names and d...